Flashing Past
©1995 Pan Productions




Darkness.
Lights flashing blue and white, then only white. Bright. A feeling of flying, falling forward.
People running, laughing, spinning. I am running, drunk on new wine, down the hill, past the vineyard and an errant pig and a couple of naked children. The bonfires that dot the hillside streak and blur, lighting the flesh of the people scrambling away from me. They called me here, after all, with the flesh of the she-goat and the wine they spilled into the earth. And now they run in fear of me. Fools. Where is She? Where is the one who was promised?
Dizzying dislocation. Images dancing, popping in and out of focus. The smell of charred meat. A seemingly endless table full of foodfruit, game, cheese. "Faunus!" they're chanting, over and over. "Faunus! Faunus!" Bare flesh writhing, the women's hands reaching out for me
Another blinding acceleration and I'm somewhere else...home? The rolling mountains feel familiar. Beautiful, sunny hillside and others, goat children playing and laughing. My children? The nymphs, sitting in the shade of a giant tree. I'm sitting on a rock with something in my hands...pipes. I put them to my lips and begin playing. The notes rise up sweetly to the sky. Butterflies float by. The children run to me, entranced by the melody.
Again, the flash of light and speed.
I'm running again, but this time they're coming after me, torches in hand. I run past the temple, which lies in ruins. They smashed it with their hammers and picks, my temple, and the great sculpture lies in pieces, nothing left but fragmentsa horn, a cloven foot, a leering mouth. They've placed their symbol, two pieces of rough-hewn wood in the form of a cross, atop the rubble. As I flee further into the hills I see firelight coming from the grove and begin to howl with rage.
They've killed them all, my people, my wives, my children. Tied them to the trees of my grove, hanged them, and set the woods afire. They even killed the littlest one bashed his head in with a stone from the temple. He lies in a patch of bloody grass, little eyes open and unseeing, his furry legs broken.
My scream fills the sky, drowning out the sounds of the approaching mob. "You will pay with your blood for this! I will have vengeance if it takes me all eternity!"
Darkness again. Chloe. Lights. Hospital?
A long, dreamless sleep.
Sleep.

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